Everything seems somehow brighter today, more alive. It is an odd feeling.

Everyone seems to be wishing "a happy new year" today. However, I don't understand why the beginning of the year is cause for such festivity.

Why is everyone so excited about this Christmas thing?

It would seem the courts have deemed it necessary to send me back to this place. Much has changed since I was last here. For instance, the building is charred. Perhaps this is some new form of decoration people enjoy? I shall have to research it.

However, the thought of traveling yet again is rather... tiring, perhaps? I have just gotten sent back and we are going to the United States tomorrow. I have no doubt that I will understand this jet lag thing by the end of the move.

Day 52
Your Name: Sai
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 4 hours. It was very refreshing.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: No.
Moods Experienced Today: n/a
Mood Triggers: n/a
Significant Thoughts of the Day: A party? How interesting.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: n/a
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: n/a
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I have not received much.
Noticeable Improvements: n/a


A party sounds very interesting. Perhaps it will give me a chance to study the people here more.

Day 50
Your Name: Sai
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Maybe 10 hours?
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: no
Moods Experienced Today: n/a
Mood Triggers: n/a
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I'm rather lethargic today. This isn't normal.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: sleeping
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: being made to get out of bed
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I have not really made an effort to go.
Noticable Improvements: n/a


I believe I may just lay in bed today.

I have heard that someone was killed this morning. How absolutely dreadful. Though, such a scene would make a rather intricate painting, don't you all agree? Perhaps I should make a visit to the art room again. Maybe I'll meet another murderer, since the last person I met in the art room was the man who killed that nurse this morning.

Day 48
Your Name: Sai
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: A decent amount
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Not really.
Moods Experienced Today: This question does not apply to me. Most of these things don't apply to me. What is the point of me even filling out this sheet?
Mood Triggers: n/a
Significant Thoughts of the Day: People were load coming back from that dance last night.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: I do not have one
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: same as above
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I have failed to receive any therapy yet.
Noticable Improvements: I don't believe there is anything I need to improve upon.


I think I may just spend today in the art room.

Day 47
Your Name: Sai
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: A normal amount
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: No
Moods Experienced Today: I don't have any emotions
Mood Triggers: n/a
Significant Thoughts of the Day: The people here are unique
Favorite Time of Day and Why: n/a
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: n/a
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I can't say that I have been yet
Noticable Improvements: I do not feel I need to improve.


We are supposed to fill these forms out everyday, correct? My bad. I would have filled it out yesterday, but with it being my first day here I was rather busy. I will be sure to be better about these from now on.

I have heard that there is a dance tonight. Perhaps I will stop in, but it is unlikely. All the hustle and bustle just seems tiresome.

The staff here have seen fit to room me with three eunuchs. How disappointing.